take two in life

feel so glad and relief now as i am still able to post this because i am "suppose" to be in hospital receiving treatment now...here's the story :

i realised there were small red dots on my hands on Saturday morning but i didn't bother much because i thought it was small matter, so i head on to work for Taylor's at Star Edu Fair at KLCC..when i reached home, i saw red dots on my legs as well..that's when i started to suspect something wrong with me/body but since it was the night of the opening ceremony of Visit Malaysia Year 2007 and the 'Eye on Malaysia' ferris wheel, i watched the live telecast on RTM 1 first before i told my father about my condition..ohh ya, thanks to the ferris wheel ( Eye on Malaysia) in Titiwangsa Lake Garden, the whole Setapak area jam like hell on Saturday night, and today (Sunday) too! haih, sure jam every weekend till year end already..why all the people so the jakun want to go sit on the ferris wheel? still got time right, no need so rush mah! pity all the people stay in Setapak!

ok, back to my story..hm, went to see doctor at a clinic nearby my house at about 10.45pm..when the doctor looked at my hands and legs..he was like "oh...(with a very very serious face)..bad ady this time"..he told my father and i there were a few posibilities, 1) Dengue fever 2) HIV (wtf???) and 3) Alergy to food/medicine"..then he asked me whether got selsema or not and i said yes, i told him my nose bleeding case as well..then he told me.."nose bleed? you better go to hospital NOW because if it's dengue and you started bleeding already means it's very serious already..you should admit to hospital now..which hospital you want to go?(writing letter)" ..my body temperature was at 37.9 celcius at that time

to be honest, i was so so scared at that time but i managed to cover la..don't want to make my father lagi scared..well, both of us were like very cool only, like nothing happened! hahah! then i was admitted into hospital at about 12 am..the doctor at the hospital took my blood to test and see whether have to stay overnight or not, i was high fever at that time cause my body temperature reached 39 celcius but i don't feel the heat..during the 40 minutes, i asked myself what if i got dengue fever and it's already at critical condition? i'm just turning 20 this year and there are so many things i not yet do/achieve in my life..i don't want to 'go' just like that! *choi* ! it's very hard for me not to think like that lor cause there was one case (highlighted in the Star) whereby an indian boy passed away 3 days after got diagnosed with dengue fever.

after the bloody long 40 minutes, the blood test shown that i'm........just infected with viral fever, not dengue fever! felt so good man! it's like you have the chance to live in this world again..it makes you appreciate youself more~ the doctor then asked me whether i wanted to stay overnight at the hospital and of course i said NO! reached home at about 1.20am then had my 'dinner' and medicine then sleep!