Wednesday, September 05, 2007

tradeoffs

"Should i or shouldn't i"

Yeap,this is my pm on my msn and please, don't ask me anything more than that. You guys know i won't elaborate more, not even a single word. No, not that i don't trust you but all these while, i'm like that. I settle my own problems, never share with anyone. But if i do, it means i really can't take it alone (it happened before thou, but i tried to keep it to myself for a few months). No, i never share my problems with my siblings too although i can, and most welcomed. Weird right but it's true. Not saying i'm not close with them, i am but...maybe i trust myself the most.

Thanks to Michelle for giving me her thoughts. She said "follow your heart, if there is something disturbing your heart then make a decision or let go."

How i wish i can draw up to a conclusion? Tradeoffs, a suitable title of my entry today. Well, i'm not showing off my knowledge on Econs but it's the definition of it. The choices i have to make. And not forgetting the opportunity cost of the choice i made. I don't know, let it be i guess.

Another good friend of mine, Elaine tried to cheer me up by saying "you should do your degree"! Oh well, she's way too far from my problem but nevermind, i appreciate it. And yeah, i know i should continue to do my degree...my fellow dearest classmates, this might be shocking but i might be doing a degree in business. Might la, don't know yet. With Elaine's conversation on degree, kind of putting my problem aside.

I feel so much better now after vomitting it out but i know i still have to face with it when i wake up later. L.I.F.E!



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