It's your day, mum.

It's been exactly two years, a duration that is neither long nor short. I still remember her everyday, especially when I see her pictures. I miss her.

Two years ago, while I was studying in library. I got a call from my father, telling me something I didn't want to hear or rather, didn't want to face. She's gone, she's forever gone. I didn't get the chance to see her for the last time, the moment when she's gone.

Some people say when someone's life is ending soon, s/he will flash back memories in the past. Something that is significant to him/her. Before my mum passed away, about two weeks before that, she was abit unconcious. She can't really recognise my family and i, and hardly talk. Suddenly when she woke up, she whispered to me, "Are we in Taiwan already?" I hate to tell her this but I told her that we were in hospital. At that time, I knew she was thinking about the happy moments of my family travelling together in Taiwan.

She left us without saying a word. I remembered the last time she talked to me was on the phone. She was at hospital while me at home. She called me cause I was not feeling well. She asked me to take care of myself. That was the last sentence I heard from her. I regretted for not talking much more. I deeply regretted.

My mother is one of the greatest mums on earth. She always put family as her first priority, not even herself. She once told me, she will give the best to my siblings and i, simply because we're her children. When she first knew that she was diagnosed with cancer, last stage. The first thing she thought was about her family. But I knew she was worrying about my younger brother, he was just 13 that time. But why? Why He wants to take her away? Honestly, I don't know why it has to be my mother. She doesn't smoke or drink. She deserves to be loved by her children. This world is not fair. When you do something good, it's not always you will get something good.

Today is Mother's Day, used to be a day which I will be looking forward every year. Cause my siblings and I will buy a special gift to my mum. The last present she got from us was a diamond pendant with a necklace. The smile you see on her face worth every sen we paid. Although she will be saying don't waste money on buying gifts but deep down in her heart, she will appreciate it. Mother's Day is no longer the same for me.

I saw this from a drama saying "You can replace your partners and friends but you can never replace your family". Since today is Mother's Day, take this chance to let your mum know how much you love her. Do it before it's too late. Your small gestures meant a lot to her.

I miss her. I miss her a lot.